Ramblings

I decided to take a break from the details over the holiday period.

I stayed busy, and I got a lot of fresh air. I met and spoke with PR and knew that talking things through professionally will do me a world of good.

I am fine on the surface, but I know 1 layer below is shaky grounds. I feel this discomforting feeling that wells up within me. I am virtually on the verge of tears on the smallest thing.

It’s Easter Monday, and my sleep patterns which has been decent for 10 days, is regressing slightly.  I must not let it go on for too long.

Tomorrow we start the process. I need all the help.

Lord, I am scared.  I am allowed to say this to you, right? You said we should bring all our troubles and sorrows to you. I am at the point where by only you can sort out my mind

Please help me and send help to me. I am scared that I will be alone. But I know the holy spirit is also with me so I am not alone

Please stay by my side.