Day 1

Exactly 20 days ago after I once again knew I should seriously put my thoughts on paper….

I wrote,”I feel led to document what the next 6 – 9 months will be. I haven’t decided if it should be written or spoken. If anonymous or identified. It just dropped in me. It will be a documented testimony of God’s faithfulness of how he can give us peace even in a situation we might deem hopeless. I want to capture the miracle called peace of mind, which truly only comes from God.”

I wrote the above on the 10th of November from a place of calmness which was the complete opposite of the preceeding 4 days, 6th of November, a day which ended in unease, with a heavy heart which bordered on fear; that sickening feeling in your gut that has no name. I spent the next few days battling my mind, screaming at it to get a grip of itself, telling my mind and reminding it squarely with just one verse I chanted over and over again, For God has not given me a spirit of fear, but a spirit of sound mind.

I knew the battle was one of the mind.

Today 1st of December, I decided to open this page and challenge myself, to write what I think or feel.

This is my outlet. For the next year, as we battle though Health, family, life and work,

This is my testimony of how God Favoured Me.