This has been a test of discipline and consistency. On day 185 I missed 1 day of reading the Bible. I was gutted. I almost gave up, focusing on the miss rather than focusing on the win. I contacted the Bible app team and explained my goal. They reinstated my streak🙏🏽. Lesson: find solutions, keep moving and never let failure stop you.
I started the year 2025 with a singular goal. I knew deep down that writing goals or setting objectives was not what I was meant to do. I entered the year in a state I couldn’t understand, but I had one singular clear thought. Read your Bible.
Reflecting on this, this is what I was always meant to do, but boy did 2025 become the toughest year mentally for me. I documented where I could my thoughts and my reflections. The year hurt on many levels. I was reminded that I express myself better in the written word. I tried to write when I could face it.
I know God has given me A skill set to help. I prayed when I was 13, I wanted to be a lender(giver) and not a borrower (receiver) One person at a time. Most times behind closed doors and behind the scenes. I have been called to solve problems. I am loyal. I am a helper. It is who I am.
Gods word is love and also a tough pill to swallow in some aspects (cue some old Testament chapters!). But the overarching message I got and which is my Mission statement are:
Obey God
Fear Him
Trust God
LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOUR.
That is all I need to do. His plans are my plans. He has always always taken care of me. My family is entrusted to him. I will stop worrying, focusing only on him. My Career has always been dictated by God. I received two timely words this year which shocked me to the core. It reminded me again that Abba Father Loves me.
*No Confusion, Only Clarity*
The Lord is saying to you, *there will be no confusion for you at work*
The fog lifts.
The uncertainty dissolves.
The questions that once clouded your mind are being replaced with divine clarity.
For the Lord Himself has *made a clear path for you* a straight way, a guided lane a divinely illuminated track.
“I will go before you and make the crooked places straight” Isaiah 45:2.
Nothing about your next steps is random. Heaven is intentional about you.
He says,
“My dynamism
My power is at work in you.”
You are not navigating by your own strength, not relying on your own intellect.
The Spirit of God is actively, presently, powerfully at work within you *“both to will and to do of His good pleasure”* hallelujah Philippians 2
And the Lord invites you now:
*“Take a fresh breath of My Ruach.”*
Breathe in My Spirit. Breathe in My life. Breathe in My wisdom. For the breath of God brings alignment, illumination and peace.
As you inhale His Ruach, *clarity will grace your brows*
You will carry a quiet confidence.
Answers will come easily.
Decisions will flow. Peace will settle on you like oil.
For *“the spirit of man is the candle of the Lord”* Proverbs 20:27 and your candle is being freshly lit.
EL Roi says:
No confusion.
No fear.
No hesitation.
My path for you is clear,
and My power in you is active.
Walk in that clarity, in Jesus’ mighty name. Amen Amen Amen
I am in AWE of GOD. I read through some of my write ups this year and I can see every single step has been orchestrated by Him.
Thank you father, for the gift of your words.
2026 = FOCUS ON GOD and with that comes clarity. It is time to build. I Know that God has gone before me. I just need to stand confident knowing he has done it.