2026 started funny. My mind was a mess. But one thing I knew was God was with me. I knew that it was temporary and part of God’s plan. It has been a journey of surrender. A journey of not knowing what the best next step should be. A journey of just surrender to his will and his plan. I hear something and I act, without second guessing the end plan. A journey of absolute trust in Gods love for me. Who am I that you are mindful of me? As I listened to Pastor Steve preach Your Next Messy Step, I knew God woke me up just to hear this message today. I almost missed it because I didnt have my phone. Thankful I listened to the Holy spirit.
My next steps will not be perfect because I am not perfect. My next steps will be undertaken in fear, in uncertainty, in confidence, in happiness because my condition is not what is important . What is important is trusting Gods plan and Gods Love for me. God works when I am asleep. My best plans is nothing compared to Gods least plan for me.
As God whispers in my ears positive thoughts, so does the devil get to whisper counter thoughts, but what I have learnt is not to believe those negative thoughts. God is my anchor.
Gen 28. When Jacob fled his home because esau was after him for stealing his birthright. God can use me even when I make terrible mistakes.
I did something I haven’t done in a very long time. Something that didnt cross my mind. I repented to God for my sins. For the wrong words that came out of my mouth, the wrong thoughts that were in my head. For not being obedient to his words. Forgive me lord for I have sinned.
This is me cheering my self on 9.38am 11th Jan 2026. To the messy steps I will take this year, I take them because God has got me and I take them because it is not my plan that will save me, but Gods Plan. It is not my step that matters because God has already made a step towards me.
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